Thinking about it...(crappiest post eva LOL)

thinking about it, i realised many stuff,
i realised that i might be playing as a part 1 for the last time.
i realised that the songs i will play at syf will be my last song,
i realised, though i might not really enjoy the stress from cca,
but after syf, i think i might miss it afterall.


i realised that actually i might actually like school afterall, (not the study part, obviously)
where i meet these awesome friends, and yeah cca, and stuff,
and in like 1 and a half more years, i might miss them afterall,
and i realised that i dont want 6L to be divided (ok, i know this all the time)
and i want to stay in contact with these bunch of awesome friends from there too.


i realised maybe its time for me to study hard, ( ok, i think only after like eoy? LOL)
i realised that getting As now, or in the past, is nothing,
its the o'lvl that counts, (ok, i realised this part too, thats why i didn study much :P)
i realised that if i want to learn something now, i better start early before my bone breaks (laughs)
i realised that i am in fact wasting lots of time on computer! (ok, fact. but lets call it leisure, and i dont think i will kick that habit :P)
i realised i am contradicting myself alot here.. o.o..
but wadever. its good i finally use my rusty brain to think of something ok?
i realised that i want to really put in everything for syf since its my last. ( try?)


and lastly,
i realised my life is gonna suck. ( -,-")


seriously, juggling between studies and cca?
let me categorise it properly,
for studies, it includes like 9 sub,
and for cca, it includes, your skill, leadership, and brain.
so in total theres like 12 section right?
but let me add on,
those includes time and effort
and if time = money, then it includes money too (craps xD)
so it makes 3 more sections and adding up to 15.
also, when it comes to time and money, you have others to plan,


eg,
for time, you need to plan, think, and organise.
for effort, you need, energy, patience, and brain.
ok, brain is repeated so i count that as 5.
which now adds up as 20.
like hello, humans are major multi-task complex ppl man!
for students there are 20 categories,
omt.


and oh yes, most ppl cant multi task well,
though there is a saying that women are better at multi task?
but we are humans, 20 is getting out of the range, my tian.
so, once you mess up,
you screwed up. ( yay! *twist*)
and your life becomes sucky :}


as for those who have bgr, bless you man!
you have got like more than 20 categories!
weeheee!
hahas, totally random and crappish post,
if you bothered reading till here,
you surely have failed your management,
why?
coz you wasted your precious time here!
HAHA! caught you~!
and thatz so lame. xD
ok, tatas


P.s, and i realised i fail my management too,
i wasted my time here to blog about those craps LOL
let me guess,
you are thinking that i am seriously thinking at the first part of the post right,
which is true. i did, and as i said, its too rusty... ( my brain).
tsk.


p.s.s, and dont trust any words from here,
esp about the multi task part, ( but i find it quite true leh..)
however, just in case i mislead you guys and you end up crying to me, i say again,
THIS POST IS FULL OF CRAPS!
woohoo~ :D