WEEEE

Next week, is gonna be crazzzzzzzyyyyyy :D
monday: Amath ( one of my weakest sub)
Tuesday : Amath and Chem paper 2 ( two of my most scared, so scared that i am even thinking of MC-ing it subs :((( )
Wednesday: Study like shit day
Thursday: 3 papers day -______- ( POA, POA, Bio. kill me man.)
Friday: Vomit all you memorised day ( SS SuckS :((()


but i will have to say, after that weekkkk,
I WILL BE LIKE HALF FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i will one be left with history and paper 1s
i love it mannnnn!
next week seemed so long and like my life or death gate ( literally)
but yes, next week is extremely important.
godblessme
buddhablessme mannnn!
i am gonna transfer all of my this year's luck on this one week.
*cross fingers!!*


so far, i am done with only chinese, english and emath.
well, i have posted about english.
but i do have high hopes for Emath.
but knowing that if i am ok with it, many will be,
so, i hope for at least a A2 but best, A1. :)
only two subs down and i am sort of exhausted.
but yes, i am gonna burn all my fuel for next week and even the incense arghhhh
i want to do wellll!!!


Seriously, i don't get why people aim for like what? 9As?
when all the school looks at is your L1 R5 or L1 R4.
o-o
imagine you got your 9As, but all A2s
and your L1 R5 is like what? 12?
and this fella he/she only worked hard for some subs and got like 6 A1s and L1R5 6
it is half the difference man.
yeah so i am strategising,
i am not letting chemistry or amath hinder me.
all i have to do will be to do my best for english, emath, chinese, bio and poa.
good.
and if L1R5,
add my humanities.
So, chemistry and amaths is totally not affecting me! yay-ness! :DDDDDD


what i believe is that the subs you are good at, will lead you to the course you will be good at.
if you are bad at chem, and that course still require chem.
the fact that they REQUIRE chem makes it clear that you are gonna have to use chem,
so yeah, don't make your life so hard man.
i am just gonna settle with what i have and can. HAHAHHHAHAHA! :DDDD


yeap, next week will be crazy, but i will be even MORE crazy once next week is over.
Oleh! :D
tatas!^~^

English

Yeah, i guess some might be curious, for it may be just for myself.
English Os is over.
and done with.
ah well, no use whining over spilled milk.
i didn't cry. nope, thats why i replaced it with "whine" :D
what a smart alec i am.
anws, well, i wrote freedom for my essay.
argh, we did this exact question for mids.
and well, it is kind of easy and difficult.
cause at that point of time, i was wondering if i should reproduce my previous essay which actually got me like 23/30 marks.
but yeah, stupidity killed the cat.
i didn't.
i just smartly think of a new idea on the spot
and of course, it is not a fab one.
dang.


but i am kind of happy with the plot.
i am quite sure it should be rare??
what i actually predict that will be common is:
1. Parent's overly control and you gain freedom eventually.
2. Got out of jail. ( describe feelings of finally gaining freedom and how much it sucks in the jail?)
3. You set a animal free
4. You broke your relationshio with someone( bf,gf,parents) and freed yourself.
5. YOu got stucked somewhere and is free.


yeah, my essay that previously got me awesome 23/30 marks is about me getting stucked in a container.
or cargo or whatever you call it.
yeah and i guessed that since it is something that our teacher actually suggested and pointed out,
many people would have tried it.
and yeah, my guess is right,
two of my best buddies wrote something like my story, just that they are trapped in a lift.
but this time, i chose to write something of a mix.


initially, i wanted to write about getting out of jail.
but i wanted the ending to be special, so i actually want the person to still be a bad guy after he is released.
but i cannot find myself describing a jail well and being a total bad guy well.
so i chose the other plot.
i chose to write about me being freed from child labour.
i am kind of happy with the plot but god knows what is going through my mind.
i wrote 2 essays with 2 different endings.
one is that i gained freedom with all the other kids.
the other is kind of halfway, cause i didn't have time.
actually you can say that i didn complete.
argh,
but i submit the like not really complete oneeeeeee!
my ending for the second one is kind of like a cliffhanger.
i just say,
i ran and a hand grabbed me,
i shut my eyes tight and smiled.
it might be short and brief, but i am free.
i am pissed at myself for not saying
" i am FINALLY free"
but just ended it with i am free.
argh, bastardd.


and yes, i never have the chance to say who grabbed me, which makes it cliffhanger.
dang.
it might make it cool( i mean the cliffhanger) but worse part is i didn really add in good phrases or checked my grammar because i took like 1hour 30 mins to write 3 essays ( including the letter)
i am typing this not to show off( but yes, i admit i didn know i can write so much in such a short time till ytd, ah well.)
but because of that, i feel that i sort of screwed things up.
argh.
i hope cambridge is kind to usssssss :(((
english compre is not my forte, so lets just put that aside but this time's summary is seriously long.
i have got like 195 words on my freaking first draftt!
thats madness.
but on my second, i am running out of time so i just cross my fingers and wrote 155words.
haha! bet cambridge will count my words.
because it actually seemed longer.
like much longer.
opps?
ah well, it is over.
i hope i can get a B4 at least.
you must be like WHUT?! YOU SAY UNTIL LIKE YOU DID BADLY BUT YOU WANT A BEEFOURRR?
yes, i want a B4. :)


i better work hard for my other subs so that i can get a L1 R4 below 10.
tatas.

Leaving

Ok, this never really crossed my mind till today?
i can't believe we are leaving.
i mean like no matter how much i hate the school, some teachers, or whatsoever,
i cannot deny the fact that i have spent like 4 years of my youth in this place called "school"
and like it or not, i did have some sentiments with this place called "school"
well, most would say that school is a place to study, gain new knowledge and blah blah blah.
but get real people!
i feel that school is a place to actually meet new friends and have time to be together.
when we grow up,
and when we get into working like,
time will be more sacred and you will probably start to have boyfriend, family and collagues to entertain.
so in school, it is actually the best-est place to meet all kinds of people from all walks of life and be friends with them.
these friend are gonna be like you hardcore soulmate man.
if you haven't found one yet,
keep looking in other places like "school"
but trust me, i think school actually helps us to save up lots of hardwork in the search.


i would probably miss the not-so-tasty-but-cheap food found in "schools"
they might not be like 5-star worthy good,
but they are nonetheless edible.
so yeap, and as long as you are with the right company, i bet you dont even remember the taste of the food because you are so damn busy talking!
even with 5-stars food quality, without firends, eating alone is so plain,dull and boring.
the feeling of being alone sucks.
it sucks so much that even the food will suck.
so in school, we can actually have time to eat together and stuff is really something cool and something to appreciate i guess.


Why am i all of a sudden so "emotional"?
well, today we sort of did a farewell party for our guzheng instructor.
when i was in the auditorium, i wasn't even this sad man, when all the teacher gave us farewell messages and cried and stuff.
but today it kind of really hit me hard in the head or something.
through this cca, i have met plenty of awesome friends.
they each have their own good traits and stuff and all soooo lovable and yeah, of course great friends and fun to be with.
idk why but i love all my cca peers.
we have really been through thick and thin from 2 SYFs and many many fun activities.
and we have really bonded like one big family.
well, the fact that we actually have quarrels actually made me feel that this group of us is so close.
we just argue, patch and end up eating tgt and laughing and stuff.
idk how proud i was when like 15? or 17 ? of us just sashay our way into the pizza hut and claim the longest table for ourselves.
just how awesome can we be?!?
we party like wild animals and laughed like mad and best part,
even during recess,
quite oddly, instead of sitting with our class mates, we actually sit tgt as a cca and stuff
ok that is technically a cheat cause most of the members are actually my classmate.
but just how cool are we?
we, despite the fact that we are in different class, still bother to come tgt or find and just even walk by and tease each other when we are in the canteen, just how close are we?!?! :DDDD
we know each other almost like we are old friends! ( which we actually are, like 4 years in the same cca? no joke man!)


i have wrote like idk, maybe 3 or 4 drafts for penglaoshi's letter,
haha! awkward much? it took me like 3hours to finalise it.
but in the end i cut away some parts.
Initially, i wanted to recount and sort of confess,
that sec1 and sec 2 is the most awesome time i ever had.
but in the end, i felt kind of guilty by actually indirectly saying that i might not enjoy sec3 and 4 life so yeah, i cancelled it out.
but i just want to type what i intended to write to her here.
well, it start of from the very very beginning.


In the start , we are just a newly established cca, with 1 insturctor whom don't know anything about us and stuff.
we have absolutely no knowledge about this unique instrument called guzheng and we totally have to start from scratch.
it is not easy you know,
we have to share the instruments amongst 2 or sometimes, even 3.
the mere few hours is practice is not really sufficient for us to learn much but we just let the year pass just like that.
but things reallly start to change when we decided to take part in the SYF in 2009.
everyone is excited, eager, anxious.
practices were intense.
but at that time, it is because the fact that no one is complaining and everyone's efforts that actually motivates me to do my best.
for once in my life, i actually want to put in all my efforts for something.
the feeling is just soo refreshing.
the tough practices actually bonded us,
we encouraged one another, eat together and even saw people cry.
being a newly established cca, we are not expected much.
actually, i think the school is not even expecting anything from us.
our intense practices were just cast aside and ignored.
Some teachers even insulted us and gave us some weird names and spreaded weird rumours about us.
but it did not discourage us,
but in fact, made us very firm that we are gonna prove them wrong.
our hard work did not fail us at all,
we got a Gold and shocked the whole school.
And from that point onwards, it is almost like a magic being casted,
all our weariness are gone,
turned into pure joy.
oh boy, how i miss those days.
i really love my cca.


this post is getting kind of long,
haha, thats kinds of sums it up,
i guess i will actually miss my school just for abit after i graduate afterall :)
tatas!^~^

SOON

Soon.
Soon, everything will be over, i will be acting ike a crazy girl on drugs and no one will give a damn :D
Soon, i will start all my enriching activities, and bury myself in books.
Soon, i will start working and earn my own pocket money :DDDD!!
Soon, i will have no one asking me to study like it is life and death.
Soon, the year will come to an end and i will have no homeworks for 4 months! ^^
Soon, i will have all the time in the world to meet and catch up and play with my awesome friends!!! <3
Soon,
Soon,
Soooooon.
:D



this is the first time i look forward to december soooo much!!! ^~^!!!
tatas!

Hey babe :)

Yo fellas! :D
i am currently escaping from textbooks and taking a long break for myself
i mean like despite the fact that i did skip school, i am at home, and actually slept my afternoon away.
oh blame the sweet weather, it is just too alluring for me.
LOL
but nevertheless, i shall credit the skipping for my increase in progress :)
yesyesyes, but compared to my nerd friends , i still have a longggg way to go
and by nerds, i am praising them, yo future bosses!


lately i cut down on my computer time * claps*
but yeah, i still need to restrict myself from daydreaming.
call me a nerd or whatsoever, but the moment O levels is over, i will borrow tons and tons of books to make up for the time i have lost with them to study.
i loooove books.
i love book especially those that can suck me into another world,
you can call me an addict, i never get sick of that feeling but always ask for more.
i just get sooooo absorbed in the book that i can sit there for like 4-5 hours reading it and eventually end up with sore necks but big smiles.
ah, how i hope i have such keen interest in textbooks.
hahhaha!


But actually, studying SS is kinda fun,
if there are no such extreme examinations, i guess i might actually enjoy studying.
but life is unfair.
lets just blame on this fast paced world that constantly rushes us to grow up.
kids these days may be smart or bratty,
but i pity them,
at least i actually enjoyed something called childhood,
but i wonder if they actually know what it means or even had one.
with all the nutritions avaliable,
i think that even when their minds refuse to grow, their body will.
hah, i wonder what will the future look like.


funny that i even think of it,
future.
it certainly seems so far and surreal. i guess :/
now, my current generation ,
i bet all of them are thinking that "i will just get over this exams and TADA!"
thats it.
they never really thought that far.
even i am slightly surprised that i even mentioned it.
hahahah.
but yes, i definitely look forward to life after this examination,
and it will definitely come,
just in the blink of an eye,
i bet it will be 10 times better.
if not I will make it so.


tatas! :)

Olla

No worries, it is not my notes so you dont have to go like "OMG ,zhenyun is studying so hard?!"
yeap.
but i will, in likeeeee 15 mins?
after i type this post :D
such a dedicated blogger~ :D
anyways,
just a good news to share,
my sister is back from hong kong, yeap, still in one piece and living XD
and fianlly, she bought normal gifts for us! ^^
she got me a watch, which is quite nice and carries an antique feeling,
and 2 keychains,
and a glow in the dark shirt
and some other stuff that we share~
weeeeeeeeee!


yeap, and i am here to declare that i am skipping school.
Hurhur, your friend here have become a bad kiddddd~
but compared to that, i feel that what is more important will be my results
if they are understanding enough,
they will understand that i cannot study at school.
it is just too disturbing.
just how disturbing,
maybe friends talking to you?
maybe cute little juniors screaming their heads off when you are taking prelims?
hmmm, those are enough to piss you off
and to that dear junior if you are reading this, ( probably not),
just inform me a little when you are taking your prelims :)
i would love to come back to give you a hand ;) (nah, just joking)


yeap, so thats why i am staying home
the travelling time and distance irritates me too.
it makes me so lethargic.
Grrrrrrrrrr!
but i bet the school will never understand :)
if they are that understanding will not only give us study break only when it is like what?
17 october?
hahah! as if thats enough!
we, too, know that we are running out of time,
so i think it will be better for me,who is taking the exam,to decide what is best for me.
thankyouverymuch.


The school is always ironic.
they will just keep saying
"Ultimately, it is you who are taking the exams."
then please leave the bloody time management to meeeeeeeeeeeee D:
arghhhh!
and oh yes, when i go back to school now, all they will do is give me papers after papers to practice
but what i need is time to practice more of what i am weak at instead of just blindly doing papers!
we need to strategise! like the school said,
we need to strategise so why can't they just understand such simple rationales?
tsk.


i am off,
tatas