Time

Tell you what, if i could be granted an ability, i want to control time.
Time is the only thing that stays constant throughout.
They are the highest level of amount of damns i give attitude, and yes i need it!
Even though it is elearning this week for me, i have practically no breaks,
teachers still give us homework, but i think they assume that now that we don't have to spend time travelling to school etc, we have lots of time.
which we did, we do have some spare time.
And so, they all decide to cut short the deadline to enrich our lives.

Wonderful teachers they are. 

apart from that, lets just say i really really have just enough to manage with the short deadline,
they decide to further occupy us with projects, and twice the homework.
whats not, we have lessons using laptops.
like really webcamera and speaking into it and those.

How am i supposed to revise?

Unlike JC, you can fail all you want in school exams,
just don't screw your A levels,
but for poly, the marks are accumulative and we cannot risk.
if i want to go to university,
3.8 average is my minimum.
like what my sister say, there is a big difference between those who want to pass and those who want to do well.
passing is easy, but i am not going for just a pass, i want my distinctions.


Having said that,but  i am still me.
i will not go all crazy study mode to view my friends as rivals and stuff,
but i will try my best.
I don't really feel any need to compare myself with others, we each have different talents, capability, likes and dislikes.
why go against my own nature? it is just being hard on myself.
i might be bad at it, but it does not mean i am hopeless,
i rather be bad at it than giving up and not trying just because others is doing better than me.
I find it quite comfortable to be in the average range,
i know i am doing fine, and have people i can look up to and seek help.
if i am at the top, who can i ask? 


By the way, for those people who have the misconception that poly people are just slackers.
think again.
We just play hard and study hard.
tiring but we are surrounded by many such people, so thats what makes us awesome.
I don't believe in choosing between school and cca,
or school and relationships,
or school and rest.
i just go with the flow.
if i spend my life putting regrets, my life will be miserable.
i only live my life once. for those who believe about second life, well i do too,
but in this lifetime, it is only one lifetime, just live it to the fullest.
tatas!

New environment

 Hey people. Many things happened since BAOC.
But i was too busy adapting to school, so yeah, here i am!
i will try to blog more often!
But thinking that i need to type 6 blogs as my final project, updating mine might not be as appealing...
So if, IF i  went MIA, it does not mean anything happened, it just mean i might be too busy or something. yeah.


Well, poly life is hectic.
Yes the timetable is more relaxed, no strict curriculum, no reporting at 7.30 am in the morning, but doesn't mean you can sleep longer.
there are still lessons that starts at 8am, so yeah, for those who think that you don't have to wake up early, sorry to burst your bubbles!
Well, most of the lessons are lectures, for tutorials, is is mostly to go through the homework,
which you are expected to do, and to clarify your doubts.
So, not much of last minute studying anymore.
I joined quite alot of ccas,
which some might think i am like "siao" or something,
but whatever~
Cca in poly is not that strict, it is not compulsory to go, but best to attend.
I joined,

Mentoring, Rotaract, Japanese Tsubasa, Leo club and tried out for BA envoy.

I went for interview for mentoring and BA envoy,
well, what i can say is that  confidence is the key. i don't think i am supposed to disclose the BA envoy interview questions so, one advice is to be confident i guess.


I went for rotaract running man camp!
Well, it was fun, and i made friends,  even though my team didn't really win anything, but the games are fun at least. hahhaha!
 Btw, me and a guy paired up for the couple running man, and our team got the first place! WEEE!
And zoey totally scared the shit out of me man,
what i know is i turn one corner and BAM, her smiling face coming closer to me.
OMG. WHY WILL FRIENDS CHASE EACH OTHER?!?
but whatever, it is quite fun, though we died at the last minute, hahhah!


I made new friends too! But i do stick with the old ones too, fridays are the days i meet up with my secondary school friends :)
Oh yeah, i went for one session of japanese tsubasa too! the first session is quite slack, watching drama and stuff, but i am cool with it ok! TOTALLY LOVE WATCHING DRAMA.
Seriously, watch drama also got cca points?! COUNT ME IN MAN! LOL
Well, common tests are coming up and projects are piling up, so i shall not blog too long!
tatas!