Sick

Yes, i am sick :(
there is always times where you are sick and you want people to know so that they can just frown a little and say"Aw, get well soon!" and be pampered~
hahah! i am a attention sicker! :D
it wasn't anywhere near serious,
i went out with mild fever and miraculously return without it, hope it is not cause i have passed it on to some poor unfortunate soul~ LOL
yeah it is cause by sore thorat which is still persistantly present, and followed up with cough.
i have no idea how to describe how painful it is to cough with a sore thorat.
yikes. but apart from those, i am fine~ :D


school is starting soon, and my orientation camp is just about 1 week away.
weeeeee!
i am not gonna go all gloomy again about making new friends again.
i mean seriously, if this all mighty gemini cannot make friends, the others shan't! LOL
I can't really talk now, if i talk my voice kind of sounds like the goblin or something that mumbles "MY PRECIOUS!" in Lord of the ring.
so yeah, no talking~


i have been pondering and yeah, i finally thought of something that makes poly better than jc,
whcih is exactly why i chose poly, i can't believe i've forgotten it!
it is that, whatever i will learn in poly with be finally something that seems more directly applicable to real life compared to the same old math,history and others learnt in JCs.
i want to learn skills that i can apply in life, more directly.
sitting on the chair and reading from the textbook, and doing worksheets are too boring.
though i am aware that in poly, we do have lectures and assignments to do,
but it will not be something i can do just from memorising stuff,
some something that i have to understand and apply in my own way.
yeah. makes things more interesting.
thats all i am gonna say today~
tatas!

Words

Ok yeah, call me over self-conscious or something.
But i just read through a few of my past posts and i realised that my language usage in the past is much much more fluid than my present.
Guess the past few months of idling at home have finally done some damage to my brain.
Time to brush up on my vocabulary!
I wouldn't want my new coursemates to label me as someone with limited vocabulary that only knows how to use simple words, such as "awesome"
However, i do find simple words a more direct way to express myself better.
i guess i will stick to comfort.
Whichever is more comfortable~


Speaking of words,
i often believe the chinese phrase of 祸从口出
meaning, whatever you said, may be the cause of your troubles/problems.
ok bullshit. ignore me and go google the exact definition yourself if you are really curious.
i am pretty lousy at explaining and expressing myself.
Got to improve on that too.. O_O...


short post!
tatas!

Changes

Well, If you have noticed, i have changed my blogskin! ^^
and i have started to blog again, since my previous post is like, almost 1 month ago! 
Hahah! i haven't been doing much, probably the reason behind my lack of posts,
too guilty for idling my time away~ :P


So for a start, i changed my blogskin! :D
Well, actually, apart from blogskin, actually i have been making changes to my life too.
 i mean, there are changes in my life now.
Well, each choice leads to a whole new opportunity and brings in changes.
But sometimes, there are just too much changes for some people to accept.
By some people, please include me, yours truly here. LOL


I think my last post stopped some where about me working?
Ok, i have got my O lvls results, and it is kind of not bad :)
At least i am satisfied with it...~ :D
Even though i got rejected by my first choice ( which is international business in NP btw...)
but i managed to get into my second choice.
If given a second chance, i would still put business studies as my second choice. So yeah, no regrets. :)
For my dear friends who are actually regretting that you didn't put JC or other courses,
all i could say is just give it a try man! Give it a chance, a chance to convince you to develop even just 5% of interest. i might eventually accumulate and TADA! the perfect choice in your life! :D
To change a crisis into a opportunity. (HAHAHHA! YEAH! my words of wisdom! spending weeks to watch about 200 episodes of pokemon is totally worth it!!^^)


Which actually brings me back to changes again.
So far, i am coping well... but i am still scared.
Everyone in poly seems to be very enthusiastic about hanging out and playing together, which is cool, but i am not very confident about my social skills.
I am those kind that don't take the initiative to introduce myself unless necessary. I don't really like to stand out..thats what i mean.
i hope i won't be the spoilsport during orientation :/
I need to expand my social circle man!!!
Another thing i am scared if is actually making new friends.
Well, since i have friends i knew from primary school to hang out with in secondary school, i am pretty much hanging out with just the same few friends i have.
So stepping into a completely new environment without any of my friends in the same course as me kind of makes me all jittery.
the friends i make is gonna be my important project mates so i better muster all my guts and make a few friends!!!!


Hahah! this post is getting kind of long, so i shall end here.
Btw, i also wish my dear friends who are separated from me all the best!!!
well, at least i could say that i am actually coping quite well with these changes somehow better than them..
If my friends are reading this, you are not alone, and lets try to enjoy ourselves!! ^^
And whereever your are, lets stay friends foreverrrrrrr! 
TATAS! :)


P/s: Just let me show off a little, i got myself a lenovo laptop! WOOHOO! :3