HOPE

Yes, this is exactly what i feel and saw and know deep in my heart when i receive my chinese results-----------------------

HOPE

to be frank, i sort of expected it,
i have worked hard, paid attention and studied for the exam.
i don't think there any other reasons for me to screw up, so yes,
i have confidence.
i just know i am gonna get it.
and thank god i got it.
Hallelujah! :DDD
Yes baby! i got a A1! :DDDDDDDDDDD


ok, i promised to like god or ok, if god is not really bothering,
i made a promise to myself that i would study hard for my future exams if i get a A1 for my chinese.
you should not look down on these warnings you know,
you work hard, you reap what you sow.
and if you didn't, then better cross your fingers and pray hard man.
so this chinese test is what i wanted, i worked for it, and i got what i want.
it gives and undescriptable sense of accomplishment and awe.


so yes, i am trying very hard to reduce my computer time and slowly starting on my revisions.
however,please don't rush me, unless i am reallying doing something bad,
but i believe that everyone have their own pace.
Some people need a longer time to revison, to gain confidence, some don't
Some people may be reading their textbook, but i wonder what goes in and the most important question,
what stays?


So i think the conclusion i have come to is,
it is not how early but it is how serious.
people can start "reading" or "studying" since january you know, but are they really really studying?
well, those that i know they are studying are most prolly busy posting what they are doing on the facebook, maybe just to reflect hwo serious they are about work, but at the end of the day, they realised thta they just wasted one whole day replying to comments on fb through their phone or something


However, i have to admit,
it is something very very tempting.
even i will do so.
sometimes, you just want people to know and show off abit about how studious you are or how hard working you are, by supposedly working on your homework the whole day.
but those people just ends up forgetting what they have done because if they are not serious, their main focus will only be on posting stuff and trying to get people to like their photos or something (hi five)


So yes, my conclusion is, if it is to do some discussions or homework, yes i can do them at the library or something,
but revision, no way.
yes i also know that the instinct to focus on your own business and the surrounding audience will help you keep you stucked to the chair, but it seriously burns a hole in your pocket man.
so yeap, no deal :D


yeap, thats all,
tatas!

HAPPYYYYYYY....~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! <3
i am so proud to be a singaporean, despite the fact that we are known to be kiasu and stuff.
hahhaha! but it is one of the distinguishing part of singapore what!! :DDDDD
hahahah!, but dunno it is lucky or what, my friend, or best friend or girlfriend's birthday is also on national day.
Don't be jealous! HAHAHA!
yeah, its actually, pretty cool you know, the whole nation celebrating lehhhh! LOL
yeah, and seriously, since it is such a special occasion, i have decided to post about it.
yes, thats all.
ahhahahahahh!

And, zoey, if you are reading, here is a proper cake with candles, you can blow all you want!

but do tell me if it really really got blown. hahahhaah!

Happy birthday girl :)

tatas! :D

Song :)

Sorry Mr wolf! not that i hate you, but i just don't really like it to see a wolf staring at me in the first post!! TT^TT!!
sorry!!
yeah, anws, heres a song that i recently listened to.
i have heard of this song before but never really read the lyrics...
but yes, good songs are never missed!
my english teacher made a comprehension for us to do last week regarding this song!


and yes, i finally read the lyrics, and it is so touching!! :))))
haha, next time when i die, and if i have a husband, i will force him to sing this to me!! >:3
i shall not delay and heres the song :))
p.s: you can actually find it in my mixpod, but you might have to click for some time before finding it :PP


P.s.s since i am such a kind and caring blogger, i have alrdy loaded the youtube here :)))

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.


We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter,
and this is what it said :


"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."


I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears


"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."




--- Love, me by Collin raye

Have i ever mentioned this...?

ok, yeap, my current favourite animal is wolf :3
i watch a documentary about them and was totally in love!
and no, i am not influenced by twilight ok! -_-"
but yeah, wolves may be cruel, fierce and stuff, but they are loyal animals
YEAHH!! :D
they are often pictured as the cunning and cruel one in fairytales, eg Little red riding hood etc
but in real life, they are just merely trying to survive.
i saw this comment on youtube, it said:
"wolf kill for survival, but human kill for sport."
i mean we are already affecting the ecology by eating animals, and we are pointing fingers at animals in the wild and saying that they are cruel.
thats what i call the pot calling the kettle black i guess.


Anws, back to the topic, wolves are awesome because they are the most loyal creature as i said.
at least in my eyes.
They might not be very friendly to us, but they are loyal to their life partners.
when one is in trouble, they will never abandon them, they will try all ways to save them.
Wolves couples always remain together, the male will never stray or anything. they protect each other.
That is what attracted me.
the ironic thing is that despite the fact that we are humans and supposed to be more educated and civilised, we don't even understand and keep to such simple logic.
What a sad thing.

And yes, another of my favourite animal!!! :DDDDD

Dolphinsss!

i know in real life they have high pitched voices, and wild ones may even attack, but since i have not really seen a real one, just let me fantasize ok?! XDDD

yeap, you can say i am partly influenced by stories of them saving people etc, so yeap.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

Ok, i have to totally admit this.
I am influenced by happy feet and madagascar.
hahahhaah!
you can't blame me man, they are just so cute!! :DDDD
especialy the babypenguins!
cutetothemaxxx!
theyaresooofluffy!!! :DDDDDD
heehee! apar from that, i am quite scared of them,
espcially their peaks
i am so scared that they will poke my eyes out :PPP

Yeah, another would be eagles <3
they are cool,swift and coolx2 :))
but i am still quite scared of them hahahahha!
but definitely one of the animals i respect!! *salutes* :DDDD


I still love the pets such as hamsters, dogs and cats, but if it is wild ones, those are my fav! :))) OHYES! i forgot to mention seals and kangaroos! and baby bears! hahhah!
actually, i love wild life, but am just too scared of them :P
hahahha! :DDDDDDDD

tatas! :)

Ps: it is a random post, scared that you will be depressed reding all of my so called "emo" posts, so i posted a light hearted one! :DDDD (what a caring blogger i am! :)))))