haiz! syf suck~

haiz today suck to the core D:
worse day ever,
D:


firstly i have to wake up as early as 5.45 to bathe D:
it have to be a BIG event to make me wake up to bath -,-
i didn even bother to do so during national days ok?!
hmph!


secondly, i have to perform to those totally not appreciative ppl ,
who talks while we play -,-
wheres their respect man!
-,-
roarrrr!


thirdly i got clipped by 18 clips!!!
just to clip up my quite heavily sprayed hair -,-
suuuper pain ok?!
LOL

fourthly, WE ARE OUT OF TIMEEE~~~
when we reach there,
we just striped our guzheng
and run towards the "tuning room" to tune our instruments -,-
and right after it hor,
we just rush to the stage and bloody compete!
i emphasise compete coz performance is to those who dunno music and just goes
"woah! they so pro man! know how to play!"
but those judges are like mind you, PROFESSIONALSSSSSS!!!
* faints*
D:
and all they do is
deduce mark and critises -,-
toot~


Fifth,
this is the bloody worse part -,-
i know i can perform better than THAT during practice!
but i sort of panicked and i can see my hands termbling D:
and i got abit scared seriously
and we like the dynamic,
haiz, not very good ...
and!
not very tidy D:
its like give away our marks man!
tsk tsk tsk!


sixth,
i got my bloody uniform ( guzheng one) stained!
dont xiang wai wai! the stains are soup -,-
anws, its looked like i ran through the rain LOL
suuuper "glam"
HAHA!


Seventh,
thise is the best part,
when i got home hor,
i was like washing away the eye shadow or sth mah,
those below one,
and at first,
theres some black powder,
and i was like keep rubbing hor,
then!
it didn like increase!!
and
i keep rubbing,
and finally realise!
the "eye shadows" that i tot i didn remove is actually my!!!
eye bag -,-
ok dude -,-
i suckkkk! AHHHH!
TT_TT!
* cries*
haiz~


ok, back to today's syf...
all i can say is that,
just pray hard loh,
if get silver of course happy lah,
but...
haiz, i think we can perform better right?!?!
nvm, theres always next time!
except for the seniors lah, but i guess they had had a good time :}
miss them yeah! :D
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!


i hope for the best result and i hope i wont cry :]