Time

Tell you what, if i could be granted an ability, i want to control time.
Time is the only thing that stays constant throughout.
They are the highest level of amount of damns i give attitude, and yes i need it!
Even though it is elearning this week for me, i have practically no breaks,
teachers still give us homework, but i think they assume that now that we don't have to spend time travelling to school etc, we have lots of time.
which we did, we do have some spare time.
And so, they all decide to cut short the deadline to enrich our lives.

Wonderful teachers they are. 

apart from that, lets just say i really really have just enough to manage with the short deadline,
they decide to further occupy us with projects, and twice the homework.
whats not, we have lessons using laptops.
like really webcamera and speaking into it and those.

How am i supposed to revise?

Unlike JC, you can fail all you want in school exams,
just don't screw your A levels,
but for poly, the marks are accumulative and we cannot risk.
if i want to go to university,
3.8 average is my minimum.
like what my sister say, there is a big difference between those who want to pass and those who want to do well.
passing is easy, but i am not going for just a pass, i want my distinctions.


Having said that,but  i am still me.
i will not go all crazy study mode to view my friends as rivals and stuff,
but i will try my best.
I don't really feel any need to compare myself with others, we each have different talents, capability, likes and dislikes.
why go against my own nature? it is just being hard on myself.
i might be bad at it, but it does not mean i am hopeless,
i rather be bad at it than giving up and not trying just because others is doing better than me.
I find it quite comfortable to be in the average range,
i know i am doing fine, and have people i can look up to and seek help.
if i am at the top, who can i ask? 


By the way, for those people who have the misconception that poly people are just slackers.
think again.
We just play hard and study hard.
tiring but we are surrounded by many such people, so thats what makes us awesome.
I don't believe in choosing between school and cca,
or school and relationships,
or school and rest.
i just go with the flow.
if i spend my life putting regrets, my life will be miserable.
i only live my life once. for those who believe about second life, well i do too,
but in this lifetime, it is only one lifetime, just live it to the fullest.
tatas!