HOPE

Yes, this is exactly what i feel and saw and know deep in my heart when i receive my chinese results-----------------------

HOPE

to be frank, i sort of expected it,
i have worked hard, paid attention and studied for the exam.
i don't think there any other reasons for me to screw up, so yes,
i have confidence.
i just know i am gonna get it.
and thank god i got it.
Hallelujah! :DDD
Yes baby! i got a A1! :DDDDDDDDDDD


ok, i promised to like god or ok, if god is not really bothering,
i made a promise to myself that i would study hard for my future exams if i get a A1 for my chinese.
you should not look down on these warnings you know,
you work hard, you reap what you sow.
and if you didn't, then better cross your fingers and pray hard man.
so this chinese test is what i wanted, i worked for it, and i got what i want.
it gives and undescriptable sense of accomplishment and awe.


so yes, i am trying very hard to reduce my computer time and slowly starting on my revisions.
however,please don't rush me, unless i am reallying doing something bad,
but i believe that everyone have their own pace.
Some people need a longer time to revison, to gain confidence, some don't
Some people may be reading their textbook, but i wonder what goes in and the most important question,
what stays?


So i think the conclusion i have come to is,
it is not how early but it is how serious.
people can start "reading" or "studying" since january you know, but are they really really studying?
well, those that i know they are studying are most prolly busy posting what they are doing on the facebook, maybe just to reflect hwo serious they are about work, but at the end of the day, they realised thta they just wasted one whole day replying to comments on fb through their phone or something


However, i have to admit,
it is something very very tempting.
even i will do so.
sometimes, you just want people to know and show off abit about how studious you are or how hard working you are, by supposedly working on your homework the whole day.
but those people just ends up forgetting what they have done because if they are not serious, their main focus will only be on posting stuff and trying to get people to like their photos or something (hi five)


So yes, my conclusion is, if it is to do some discussions or homework, yes i can do them at the library or something,
but revision, no way.
yes i also know that the instinct to focus on your own business and the surrounding audience will help you keep you stucked to the chair, but it seriously burns a hole in your pocket man.
so yeap, no deal :D


yeap, thats all,
tatas!