Short post

i guess i am becoming quite an active blogger eh? hahahah!
:D
anws, just a short post for a short question.
Why is it always so easy to forget a friend and just move on?
Why do we have to move on all the time?
Can't we just stop and stay there sometimes?

opps, that makes 3 questions.
hahah!
but who cares?
anws, i am definitely not going emo or what, but just a random question.
ya, if you have once been asking yourself "what the heck is this crazy girl thinking all the time?"
i guess these could be one of those :)
its random. :D
tatas! :D



Ps: blogging does not mean that i have abandoned by plan to one of those 'sickpeople'. nope.
i haven't. trust me.

WEEKEND!

I used to love weekends i love it so much :D
did you notice that i used past tense for the above sentence?
yeah, cause now i don't.
Now, weekends is not a day for me to have a break and relax,
its a day for me to ground myself infront of the desk and struggle with my homework.
and once i am done with it, i still have to stay there and study for my mock test next week.
Actually, i haven been doing this for the past few weeks and that made me extremely guilty.
my mock tests are barely making it and i am still wasting my time infront of the computer.


And also, due to the fact thati have been consistently doing it in the past few weeks,
i am lagging behind.
like behind behind.
everyone is secretly or not starting their revision and i am still stucked here.
actually its quite cool to make them admire you that you actually have a life and didn go through the torture that they are suffering now and just say: " HAHA! i spend my whole week end playing game!/Sleeping! etc"
but actually deep down,
your friend is celebrating the fact that you are actually lagging behind them and etc.
like it or not everyone has this kind of feeling once in a while,
they just want to check what their friends are doing,
and make sure that they are slacking and you secretly work hard yourself kinda of thing.
and actually, slacking your whole weekend away is totally not cool.
especially when the mock tests results come out.
and the impact comes right straight into your face when you realised that actually everyone may appear to be "slacking", they are actually not.
proven by their As and Bs and your Cs or Ds


But my question is, why do everyone want to lie about themselves working hard for it?
i mean like last time, i used to get questions like,
" How did you get such good results?"
and my reply would be " Cause i studied for it. Duh."
But for some, when they are asked the same question, they will just say: " haha!, nah, its just luck, i didn really study for it, you know."
i mean its ok if you say that for some tests but for that throughout,
you must have a hell lot of luck man.
i have to admit i used to do this, and ya, i am sorry for that.
the truth is, i really didn study for it.
believe it or not. you can even ask my sister. hahahah!
ok, i did. but i am definitely not those hardcore ones who study for the whole week before the exams,
i kind of only do it 1 day before it.
and i dont really count that much studying. yeap.


So ya, i actually see the huge red mark infront of me man.
i guess if gods exist, this must be my last warning.
i have been reducing the time spend on my computer but i still can't bring myself to sit there for hours.
hmm.
by hook or by crook, i need to study and get my As.
The courses i want to go into are no joke.
its all like freaking one digits.
and i know that out there, there are some sick people whole will score suuper high and that will make me lose my place.
INEEDTOBETHOSESUUPERSICKPEOPLE.
I know i have said this many times, but i have not done it, hopefully this time i will.
so yes, tatas, i am gonna do my hmk.


Ps:
2 Posts in 2 days! i must be such an enthusiast!

Pss:
I have went to the talk and they say to do well in a subject, you have to first learn to love it.
and Amaths, i totally love you :)

Lets be Practical

Ok, year end is coming, and i am a graduating student.
let me guess, apart from O's, most of you will be thinking of prom?
yes, today i want to blog just about it.


Ya, so today morning,
we were at the hall, and spend a few minutes deciding on prom night.
the school did some survery and it turns out that people are willing to spend like,
$80 bucks+/- for the prom night in a hotel.
The teacher finds that abit too expensive and decided to settle for countryclub,
which is almost just as good, and we only need to pay $45
i know whatever i am about to say might make me looks/sounds stingy,
but i am just merely stating my opinion so ya, dont take it to hear too much. :)


So now that you got the brief idea,
we were given a paper to choose if we will want the countryclub prom,
or none.
so, i was kind of hesitant.
i mean like afterall $45 is not a small amount you know,, ( esp for a student..:/)
Also, when you go to prom night, you will want to dress up and it will add on to the expenses.
so if it is $45, you buy a dress, lets say $20?
then you buy shoes, $20?
that alone will take up to like $65
and i bet some people will be willing to spend even more money just for the sake of buying a more expensive looking dress which actually you friend will just go WOW! and deep in their heart, they will just say: Waste money, kinda of dress.
yeap.


And at that point when i was thinking, our principal said about how fortunate we are etc,
to be able to celebrate in a countryclub/ hotel
and in the past they might just only celebrate in the school and such.
so i was thinking, why not celebrate in school?
but based on the expressions the others have when they hear that,
i can totally guessed that the school thing will never work.
Ah well~


According to some of my friends they think that prom night is a special night,
and they dont want their so called last day to be in the school and such.
and they feel that the atmosphere is just not right
and they will not have the motivation to dress up etc etc.
but seriously, if you say it more plainly,
issnt hotels,countryclubs and school halls just the same?
It is still a empty space, just that is is filled with tables, which our school can do too,
it has frills on the wall, which we can add too,
but i guess the only difference is that it has carpet floor, ( maybe they might not even have carpet floors)
and maybe just the fact that you spend like loads of your parents hard earn money on the ticket makes you have more "face"
i know it sounds bad, but in my eyes, it is just like throwing your parent's OT and hard work down the drain.
If you say you are using your own savings, i would like to point out that, your savings comes from your parents, like it or not.
and your savings is what you try to resist your favourite expensive foods for.
and you are just taking it out and spending it in just one night?
seriously, it is almost as scary as declaring bankrupt over night!


haha, now you must be thinking that i ticked "No" on the box right,
but no, i didn't
ridiculous issnt it?
i talked sooo much about the whole i-hate-people-who-spend-money-on-prom
but yet, i am doing that too.(sorry! TT^TT!!)
hah. I guess you can say i gave in to peer pressure.
if there are too much "No"s, the prom nights for the future batches will be gone too,
and i already felt very bad for taking away their sec2 camp and don't want to take away their prom too.
also, i really want to go for prom night and take many amazing photos with my friends so i cant miss it!!
so yeap,
i guess if i really need to spend so much moeny, i won't really dress myself up much. :/
Tsk.
But seriously i still don't understand why the girls need to be at the countryclub or hotel then they feel the need to dress themselves up,
why not just go in casual for all? :DDD


ya, end of my whining, i am gonna start saving up :(((
tatas!

P.s:
just to show off a little,
Shiyang, Elsa, Cher and me formed a team and went to the national accounting quiz,
guess what? we got into top 30 teams out of like 200+/- teams!
WOOOO! :DDDDDD
Thanks team mates! :)

Hello :)

Hello! great day here!
but you , yes you, you are looking at the clouds and a flower from a computer screen?!
ohmygawd, thats just so no life :)
hahah!
kidding!
its good that you are reading my blog post but just make sure you dont forget that you are looking from the computer screen = you are not doing your work! *thunder* XDD


haha, just to post,
3 days ago, was my birthdayyy~! *claps* :D
and a suuper big thank you to those who wished me happy birthday! :D
and a bigger thank you to those who gave me presenttt~ <3
love you guys :D
anws, yeah nothing much to post i guess :D
nothing major is happening in my life (up to you to decide if it is a good or bad thing :D)


but just to update you guys,
i finished my MYE and i totally died.
ok, like literally
but~ MY RESULTS JUST SUCKKKKKKKK.
ok, i shall not be too emo here in case i offend those who did worst than me
( but trust me, I UNDERSTAND.)
its just soooooooooooo devastating!
and did you expect me to say that?
haha! no way man!
i guess it is just a warning to me,
like seriously, i didn really study much for my MYE :S
so yeah, i deserve it. :(


and to be truthful, i don't think i did really well for my previous chinese Olvl too :(
i think i might have to re-take :(((((
when i was taking chinese o lvl , even when the whole paper ended,
i just canit believe i took a major exam like hours ago!
its like, zoom! GONE.
i really i hope i did well :(
aiya! but its over liao! i will just have to wait for my results :/
anws, this holiday i am ashamed to confess, but i haven really start on my holiday homework and tonnes of my firends are starting their revision alrdy!!
OHMYGAWD.
i need to work real hard man!
ok yeah, so if anyone really does read this,
do me a favour.
when you see me online on like fb or whatever
just ask me
" WHY ARE YOU HERE? HAVE YOU DONE YOUR REVISION?"
yeah ,just to wake me up from all these bad habits >:((((


i just cant help but think of life after Olvls!
to think that i will have a real break from studies!!!
in the past i will still have to worry about holiday homework and stuff! :D
so after o lvls i will most likely have like 4 months+/- to myself! YAY!
but of course i won't want to be depressed by not trying my best for o lvls and spend most of my days mourning for my my failure and stuff,
SO I AM GONNA TRY REAL HARD AND MAKE SURE I DONT HAVE TO SPEND MY HOLIDAY WORRYING ABOUT MY RESULTS!!!!
JIAYOU!!

tatas! :))))

OK, lets not care about the title.

Ok if i didn confess this before, i always feel inspired whenever i read daphne's blog.
and i know that shes not gonna read this sentence anyway since my blog is kind of dead, but yeah, her blog is always so true :)


anws, just to say a little,
its GE thats the "in" thing now right?
yeah, so i am sort of keeping track with it since it is quite interesting to watch them speak.
hahahha!
well, i should say that actually all of them are very out spoken, and it is definitely some points that i will like to acquire when i grow up.
i mean like its cool, not alot of people can express what they think so well,
i,myself, even have some trouble typing this post and lets not talk about speaking. hahaha!


Yeah speaking of it, i just feel that we should not let our emotion overcome our senses.
the current batch may hate the government,
but you have to admit they did a not-bad job of it right?
i was watching about how some parties talk about the foreigner influx, the rising prices etc etc,
but honestly, i feel that it just reflects how self-centred we are,
the moment the particular scheme don't benefit us, we just you know kind of blame the government for it etc etc.
but if those foreginers you really hate don't come to singapore, are you willing to live without a maid?
who will fill up the empty spaces for cleaners? or jobs we don't want to take?
who will build houses for us?
and yet we still complain about the high prices of houses, imagine all the foreginers gone har, singaporeans build houses, we all pay more man!
i wonder if there will be much singaporeans willing to work under the hot sun in the first place.
hahahah!
yeah, so i think we should really consider in general, and not anyhow vote just because you not happy etc etc. and issn't it strange cause adults are supposed to be the wise ones? O-O.
Actually, compared to many countries, singapore is doing well, and yeah, i am quite happy with it.
though maybe people just have to be more flexible sometimes you know? xP
yeah, so thats about ti lah, i don't really want to go too deep into it :D


anws, now is exam period, most schools are having exams and its tense atmosphere LOL.
yeah i had my chemistry paper today and its kind of hopeless, but i tried already~
yeah and my sister just mentioned this to me and i realised its quite true so i decided to post it.
she say that she realised that most exams are just testing your memory.
because seirously, after the exams, and time passed for like 1 year, you won't really remember what you learnt.
so yeah actually we are just spending most of our time re-reading and learning stuff.
hmmm.
i guess we are supposed to learn, understand and apply but just that not much people are really doing that.
we are just studying for the sake of studying. hahaha!
maybe for the certificate? :D


and yes, time flies,
seriously in jan i was like, omg, its just jan, and its still so far from Os and stuff, but now the pressure is coming and like 20 km/h. LOL
nah, thats a joke, i wasn't really measuring it.
so yeah, its may now, and in a few weeks time, i will be taking my Os! omg.
and i am totally not prepared for it yet :(
uh huh. and i guess the thing really feels different if you are experiencing it youself.
it seemes like ytd i was lamenting how silly that my seniors are making a big deal over Os coming close.
hahahah!
well, time passed and people changed. WEEHEE!
this year is so not gonna be sweet.
Good luck to all~ :D!


FYI: i won't really be active and sutff, since i am such a studious person, i have to study for my Os.
DUH!
and if you really believe my above statement, YOU ARE SO N.A.I.V.E! :PPPP
hiak hiak hiak!
i am juts plain lazy to do so and i seriously lack of motivation since i know that not much ppl reads it anyway. yeah, so,
tata.

seriously, idk what to type here everytime -_-"

haha! ignore the cheer me up part, i just find this picture cute thats why i post it up :D

Sorry for neglecting my blog for such a long time,
and i am sorry to say that i might continue neglecting it LOL.
ok fail.
anws, nothing mcuh to blog about :/
its just the usual everyday

wake up, go school, go remidial, go cca, go home, do hmk, slack, sleep.

it is a repetitive cycle T^T
some of my friends are liek starting their freaking o lvl revision like now? D:
i just cant help but think that once i start now, i am gonna be stressed up 24/7. -_-"


and seriously, teachers a contradicting themselves.
they say
"start your revision nowwwwwwwwww."
and they just out of dunno what ( maybe kindness?) add:
"Don't feel stressed ok? :)"
and they just continue:
" I am testing everything for your midyear."
they should just settle themselves on stressing us up.
tsk!


seriously, idk, i feel that everyone is sooo, soo.. normal?
if someone is abnormal, they are immediately thrown into the "weird" group or something.
and teachers went all the way to show us how some people who used to skip school etc and became a successful businessman etc etc,
then how about those who seriously studied and like aced everything etc etc?
why no documentaries about them?
well, maybe their oh-so-perfect-life wasnt as inspiring and fun?


being in school somehow limits our abilities.
we have this standard cycle of
sleeping, studying, doing hmk, cca, computer.
wee~
how very entertaining~
and if we start to "waste our time" on some other stuff, ppl will be like D:<
"dont waste your time on those stuff, now studies more important!"
what is considered wasting your time? :(


and what the scary thing is right, we are already in this, the moment we are born,
we have to study and earn those certificates and for our whole life,
we will just be constantly studying and earning those certificates.
so when can we stop studying?
i know that knowledge is good,
but i find experiences better.
there is always stuff that you will have to learn out of your textbook.
For those who really earned their certificates, they end up lost. No?
for all their lives, they are just studying, they dont even have a freaking dream!
or perhaps those dream are trashed as they study,
closing their doors of opportunities thanks to the certificates


and seriously when in life will you use those formulas?
will you be like
OMG! I SEE A TRIANGLE! let me find it's angle!
kind of thing?
like wth?
i know it trains our critical thinking skill but why force ppl to train it when some people are just different?
everyone is different, we think differently, and we do stuff differently,
But do we even think so much before we do stuff?
people in the past dont even learn that much but somehow they just know more than what we learn from textbooks.
Do you think they learnt how the water boils and the particles move or something?
i doubt so.
Why do we even want to know how the particles move when we dont really see them? o-o
we just know the water boils and know that is enough for us issnt it? o-o
so i guess there are stuff that we just learn out of textbooks :/


and now the standard is getting high,
trust me man, by the time i become an adult,
i bet even the hawker auntie have a university cert man!
so that means i will need a PhD or something to earn more money and
by the time i obtain that i will be around 30 years old?
wow.
and we will have to spare time for family planning and stuff?
no wonder we have lesser and lesser babies,
everyone is too busy getting those certificates
because afterall, time is running out~
so what really is wasting your time?


sian, despite the fact that i am saying so much,
i am just another normal person who go through this cycle.
afterall, who is daring enough to give up these certificates and try out their luck in this world where certificate is everything?
tsk tsk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS

oh yes, i know my drawing sucks :)

but this is like the once in a life time thing that i post my ugly drawings up.

and honestly, i find the bear quite cute :D ( provided that you can see that its a bear.. LOL)

yeah but i must say that it is hard to draw with paint,so its not my fault :P

aiya, but the main point is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! :D

21st birthday WOOOOOOO! *claps*

Find a boyfriend soooooooon~ HAHAHHAHAA :PP

Wish that this year will be a good year ahead! YAY :D

31 jan, marking the end of january and the start of february,

and its, NEW YEAR SOOOOOOOOOOOOON! WOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!!

LOL. abit too high here, but whatever lah, tis not everyday you see me this high ok?!

anws, how that this year will be a great year, and wish everyone luck for o levels!

and of course for others, all the best in your careers and studies etc, work hard ok?! :D

and of course i wish that we would have good results for SYF too HAHAHAH!

JIAYOU!!!!!

PS: the above picture is just to show that nothing is impossible, even i can be thick skin enough to draw another ugly drawing, hahaha!

remember this quote all of a sudden( not like it is my this year's motto, just randomly remembered it):

“I didn't fail the test, I just found 100 ways to do it wrong”

hahas, funny and yet inspiring :D

never a failure! GOGOGO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD