Song :)

Sorry Mr wolf! not that i hate you, but i just don't really like it to see a wolf staring at me in the first post!! TT^TT!!
sorry!!
yeah, anws, heres a song that i recently listened to.
i have heard of this song before but never really read the lyrics...
but yes, good songs are never missed!
my english teacher made a comprehension for us to do last week regarding this song!


and yes, i finally read the lyrics, and it is so touching!! :))))
haha, next time when i die, and if i have a husband, i will force him to sing this to me!! >:3
i shall not delay and heres the song :))
p.s: you can actually find it in my mixpod, but you might have to click for some time before finding it :PP


P.s.s since i am such a kind and caring blogger, i have alrdy loaded the youtube here :)))

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.


We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter,
and this is what it said :


"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."


I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears


"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."




--- Love, me by Collin raye

Have i ever mentioned this...?

ok, yeap, my current favourite animal is wolf :3
i watch a documentary about them and was totally in love!
and no, i am not influenced by twilight ok! -_-"
but yeah, wolves may be cruel, fierce and stuff, but they are loyal animals
YEAHH!! :D
they are often pictured as the cunning and cruel one in fairytales, eg Little red riding hood etc
but in real life, they are just merely trying to survive.
i saw this comment on youtube, it said:
"wolf kill for survival, but human kill for sport."
i mean we are already affecting the ecology by eating animals, and we are pointing fingers at animals in the wild and saying that they are cruel.
thats what i call the pot calling the kettle black i guess.


Anws, back to the topic, wolves are awesome because they are the most loyal creature as i said.
at least in my eyes.
They might not be very friendly to us, but they are loyal to their life partners.
when one is in trouble, they will never abandon them, they will try all ways to save them.
Wolves couples always remain together, the male will never stray or anything. they protect each other.
That is what attracted me.
the ironic thing is that despite the fact that we are humans and supposed to be more educated and civilised, we don't even understand and keep to such simple logic.
What a sad thing.

And yes, another of my favourite animal!!! :DDDDD

Dolphinsss!

i know in real life they have high pitched voices, and wild ones may even attack, but since i have not really seen a real one, just let me fantasize ok?! XDDD

yeap, you can say i am partly influenced by stories of them saving people etc, so yeap.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

Ok, i have to totally admit this.
I am influenced by happy feet and madagascar.
hahahhaah!
you can't blame me man, they are just so cute!! :DDDD
especialy the babypenguins!
cutetothemaxxx!
theyaresooofluffy!!! :DDDDDD
heehee! apar from that, i am quite scared of them,
espcially their peaks
i am so scared that they will poke my eyes out :PPP

Yeah, another would be eagles <3
they are cool,swift and coolx2 :))
but i am still quite scared of them hahahahha!
but definitely one of the animals i respect!! *salutes* :DDDD


I still love the pets such as hamsters, dogs and cats, but if it is wild ones, those are my fav! :))) OHYES! i forgot to mention seals and kangaroos! and baby bears! hahhah!
actually, i love wild life, but am just too scared of them :P
hahahha! :DDDDDDDD

tatas! :)

Ps: it is a random post, scared that you will be depressed reding all of my so called "emo" posts, so i posted a light hearted one! :DDDD (what a caring blogger i am! :)))))

Short post

i guess i am becoming quite an active blogger eh? hahahah!
:D
anws, just a short post for a short question.
Why is it always so easy to forget a friend and just move on?
Why do we have to move on all the time?
Can't we just stop and stay there sometimes?

opps, that makes 3 questions.
hahah!
but who cares?
anws, i am definitely not going emo or what, but just a random question.
ya, if you have once been asking yourself "what the heck is this crazy girl thinking all the time?"
i guess these could be one of those :)
its random. :D
tatas! :D



Ps: blogging does not mean that i have abandoned by plan to one of those 'sickpeople'. nope.
i haven't. trust me.

WEEKEND!

I used to love weekends i love it so much :D
did you notice that i used past tense for the above sentence?
yeah, cause now i don't.
Now, weekends is not a day for me to have a break and relax,
its a day for me to ground myself infront of the desk and struggle with my homework.
and once i am done with it, i still have to stay there and study for my mock test next week.
Actually, i haven been doing this for the past few weeks and that made me extremely guilty.
my mock tests are barely making it and i am still wasting my time infront of the computer.


And also, due to the fact thati have been consistently doing it in the past few weeks,
i am lagging behind.
like behind behind.
everyone is secretly or not starting their revision and i am still stucked here.
actually its quite cool to make them admire you that you actually have a life and didn go through the torture that they are suffering now and just say: " HAHA! i spend my whole week end playing game!/Sleeping! etc"
but actually deep down,
your friend is celebrating the fact that you are actually lagging behind them and etc.
like it or not everyone has this kind of feeling once in a while,
they just want to check what their friends are doing,
and make sure that they are slacking and you secretly work hard yourself kinda of thing.
and actually, slacking your whole weekend away is totally not cool.
especially when the mock tests results come out.
and the impact comes right straight into your face when you realised that actually everyone may appear to be "slacking", they are actually not.
proven by their As and Bs and your Cs or Ds


But my question is, why do everyone want to lie about themselves working hard for it?
i mean like last time, i used to get questions like,
" How did you get such good results?"
and my reply would be " Cause i studied for it. Duh."
But for some, when they are asked the same question, they will just say: " haha!, nah, its just luck, i didn really study for it, you know."
i mean its ok if you say that for some tests but for that throughout,
you must have a hell lot of luck man.
i have to admit i used to do this, and ya, i am sorry for that.
the truth is, i really didn study for it.
believe it or not. you can even ask my sister. hahahah!
ok, i did. but i am definitely not those hardcore ones who study for the whole week before the exams,
i kind of only do it 1 day before it.
and i dont really count that much studying. yeap.


So ya, i actually see the huge red mark infront of me man.
i guess if gods exist, this must be my last warning.
i have been reducing the time spend on my computer but i still can't bring myself to sit there for hours.
hmm.
by hook or by crook, i need to study and get my As.
The courses i want to go into are no joke.
its all like freaking one digits.
and i know that out there, there are some sick people whole will score suuper high and that will make me lose my place.
INEEDTOBETHOSESUUPERSICKPEOPLE.
I know i have said this many times, but i have not done it, hopefully this time i will.
so yes, tatas, i am gonna do my hmk.


Ps:
2 Posts in 2 days! i must be such an enthusiast!

Pss:
I have went to the talk and they say to do well in a subject, you have to first learn to love it.
and Amaths, i totally love you :)

Lets be Practical

Ok, year end is coming, and i am a graduating student.
let me guess, apart from O's, most of you will be thinking of prom?
yes, today i want to blog just about it.


Ya, so today morning,
we were at the hall, and spend a few minutes deciding on prom night.
the school did some survery and it turns out that people are willing to spend like,
$80 bucks+/- for the prom night in a hotel.
The teacher finds that abit too expensive and decided to settle for countryclub,
which is almost just as good, and we only need to pay $45
i know whatever i am about to say might make me looks/sounds stingy,
but i am just merely stating my opinion so ya, dont take it to hear too much. :)


So now that you got the brief idea,
we were given a paper to choose if we will want the countryclub prom,
or none.
so, i was kind of hesitant.
i mean like afterall $45 is not a small amount you know,, ( esp for a student..:/)
Also, when you go to prom night, you will want to dress up and it will add on to the expenses.
so if it is $45, you buy a dress, lets say $20?
then you buy shoes, $20?
that alone will take up to like $65
and i bet some people will be willing to spend even more money just for the sake of buying a more expensive looking dress which actually you friend will just go WOW! and deep in their heart, they will just say: Waste money, kinda of dress.
yeap.


And at that point when i was thinking, our principal said about how fortunate we are etc,
to be able to celebrate in a countryclub/ hotel
and in the past they might just only celebrate in the school and such.
so i was thinking, why not celebrate in school?
but based on the expressions the others have when they hear that,
i can totally guessed that the school thing will never work.
Ah well~


According to some of my friends they think that prom night is a special night,
and they dont want their so called last day to be in the school and such.
and they feel that the atmosphere is just not right
and they will not have the motivation to dress up etc etc.
but seriously, if you say it more plainly,
issnt hotels,countryclubs and school halls just the same?
It is still a empty space, just that is is filled with tables, which our school can do too,
it has frills on the wall, which we can add too,
but i guess the only difference is that it has carpet floor, ( maybe they might not even have carpet floors)
and maybe just the fact that you spend like loads of your parents hard earn money on the ticket makes you have more "face"
i know it sounds bad, but in my eyes, it is just like throwing your parent's OT and hard work down the drain.
If you say you are using your own savings, i would like to point out that, your savings comes from your parents, like it or not.
and your savings is what you try to resist your favourite expensive foods for.
and you are just taking it out and spending it in just one night?
seriously, it is almost as scary as declaring bankrupt over night!


haha, now you must be thinking that i ticked "No" on the box right,
but no, i didn't
ridiculous issnt it?
i talked sooo much about the whole i-hate-people-who-spend-money-on-prom
but yet, i am doing that too.(sorry! TT^TT!!)
hah. I guess you can say i gave in to peer pressure.
if there are too much "No"s, the prom nights for the future batches will be gone too,
and i already felt very bad for taking away their sec2 camp and don't want to take away their prom too.
also, i really want to go for prom night and take many amazing photos with my friends so i cant miss it!!
so yeap,
i guess if i really need to spend so much moeny, i won't really dress myself up much. :/
Tsk.
But seriously i still don't understand why the girls need to be at the countryclub or hotel then they feel the need to dress themselves up,
why not just go in casual for all? :DDD


ya, end of my whining, i am gonna start saving up :(((
tatas!

P.s:
just to show off a little,
Shiyang, Elsa, Cher and me formed a team and went to the national accounting quiz,
guess what? we got into top 30 teams out of like 200+/- teams!
WOOOO! :DDDDDD
Thanks team mates! :)

Hello :)

Hello! great day here!
but you , yes you, you are looking at the clouds and a flower from a computer screen?!
ohmygawd, thats just so no life :)
hahah!
kidding!
its good that you are reading my blog post but just make sure you dont forget that you are looking from the computer screen = you are not doing your work! *thunder* XDD


haha, just to post,
3 days ago, was my birthdayyy~! *claps* :D
and a suuper big thank you to those who wished me happy birthday! :D
and a bigger thank you to those who gave me presenttt~ <3
love you guys :D
anws, yeah nothing much to post i guess :D
nothing major is happening in my life (up to you to decide if it is a good or bad thing :D)


but just to update you guys,
i finished my MYE and i totally died.
ok, like literally
but~ MY RESULTS JUST SUCKKKKKKKK.
ok, i shall not be too emo here in case i offend those who did worst than me
( but trust me, I UNDERSTAND.)
its just soooooooooooo devastating!
and did you expect me to say that?
haha! no way man!
i guess it is just a warning to me,
like seriously, i didn really study much for my MYE :S
so yeah, i deserve it. :(


and to be truthful, i don't think i did really well for my previous chinese Olvl too :(
i think i might have to re-take :(((((
when i was taking chinese o lvl , even when the whole paper ended,
i just canit believe i took a major exam like hours ago!
its like, zoom! GONE.
i really i hope i did well :(
aiya! but its over liao! i will just have to wait for my results :/
anws, this holiday i am ashamed to confess, but i haven really start on my holiday homework and tonnes of my firends are starting their revision alrdy!!
OHMYGAWD.
i need to work real hard man!
ok yeah, so if anyone really does read this,
do me a favour.
when you see me online on like fb or whatever
just ask me
" WHY ARE YOU HERE? HAVE YOU DONE YOUR REVISION?"
yeah ,just to wake me up from all these bad habits >:((((


i just cant help but think of life after Olvls!
to think that i will have a real break from studies!!!
in the past i will still have to worry about holiday homework and stuff! :D
so after o lvls i will most likely have like 4 months+/- to myself! YAY!
but of course i won't want to be depressed by not trying my best for o lvls and spend most of my days mourning for my my failure and stuff,
SO I AM GONNA TRY REAL HARD AND MAKE SURE I DONT HAVE TO SPEND MY HOLIDAY WORRYING ABOUT MY RESULTS!!!!
JIAYOU!!

tatas! :))))

OK, lets not care about the title.

Ok if i didn confess this before, i always feel inspired whenever i read daphne's blog.
and i know that shes not gonna read this sentence anyway since my blog is kind of dead, but yeah, her blog is always so true :)


anws, just to say a little,
its GE thats the "in" thing now right?
yeah, so i am sort of keeping track with it since it is quite interesting to watch them speak.
hahahha!
well, i should say that actually all of them are very out spoken, and it is definitely some points that i will like to acquire when i grow up.
i mean like its cool, not alot of people can express what they think so well,
i,myself, even have some trouble typing this post and lets not talk about speaking. hahaha!


Yeah speaking of it, i just feel that we should not let our emotion overcome our senses.
the current batch may hate the government,
but you have to admit they did a not-bad job of it right?
i was watching about how some parties talk about the foreigner influx, the rising prices etc etc,
but honestly, i feel that it just reflects how self-centred we are,
the moment the particular scheme don't benefit us, we just you know kind of blame the government for it etc etc.
but if those foreginers you really hate don't come to singapore, are you willing to live without a maid?
who will fill up the empty spaces for cleaners? or jobs we don't want to take?
who will build houses for us?
and yet we still complain about the high prices of houses, imagine all the foreginers gone har, singaporeans build houses, we all pay more man!
i wonder if there will be much singaporeans willing to work under the hot sun in the first place.
hahahah!
yeah, so i think we should really consider in general, and not anyhow vote just because you not happy etc etc. and issn't it strange cause adults are supposed to be the wise ones? O-O.
Actually, compared to many countries, singapore is doing well, and yeah, i am quite happy with it.
though maybe people just have to be more flexible sometimes you know? xP
yeah, so thats about ti lah, i don't really want to go too deep into it :D


anws, now is exam period, most schools are having exams and its tense atmosphere LOL.
yeah i had my chemistry paper today and its kind of hopeless, but i tried already~
yeah and my sister just mentioned this to me and i realised its quite true so i decided to post it.
she say that she realised that most exams are just testing your memory.
because seirously, after the exams, and time passed for like 1 year, you won't really remember what you learnt.
so yeah actually we are just spending most of our time re-reading and learning stuff.
hmmm.
i guess we are supposed to learn, understand and apply but just that not much people are really doing that.
we are just studying for the sake of studying. hahaha!
maybe for the certificate? :D


and yes, time flies,
seriously in jan i was like, omg, its just jan, and its still so far from Os and stuff, but now the pressure is coming and like 20 km/h. LOL
nah, thats a joke, i wasn't really measuring it.
so yeah, its may now, and in a few weeks time, i will be taking my Os! omg.
and i am totally not prepared for it yet :(
uh huh. and i guess the thing really feels different if you are experiencing it youself.
it seemes like ytd i was lamenting how silly that my seniors are making a big deal over Os coming close.
hahahah!
well, time passed and people changed. WEEHEE!
this year is so not gonna be sweet.
Good luck to all~ :D!


FYI: i won't really be active and sutff, since i am such a studious person, i have to study for my Os.
DUH!
and if you really believe my above statement, YOU ARE SO N.A.I.V.E! :PPPP
hiak hiak hiak!
i am juts plain lazy to do so and i seriously lack of motivation since i know that not much ppl reads it anyway. yeah, so,
tata.