disappointed

i lost all my confidence in maths.
today i got back our class test 1 for A maths
and its like
5/25
..
its like only 1/5 lah!
sian.
the paper is tough, so i expected such a result,
afterall 90% of the class failed ):


but today, we also did our E maths test
and i suck too,
i got like qns, 1,2,3,5,6,7 wrong
and theres like only 7 qns -,-"
and its like freaking maddening since i am like damn careless and stuff


for qns 1, i am supposed to complete the square
and i freaking dunno why read it wrongly and did formula -,-"
so nvm right, i dododo half way then heard ppl say "
"i forgot how to complete the square siah!"
then i read again
WTH.
did wrongly, so i go liquid it and wasted some time,
then when the paper ended, i realised i didn factorise be4 completing the square!
OMT, i suck D:


then qns 2, its a simple qns like factorising but i didn factories properly,
siannn
and qns3?
obvously no hope, i left blanks.. didn even solve D:
i thought i can go back to it lohs!
then qns 5 no hope liao lah!
even ppl like shaun who freaking scored 21/25,
say that that qns he dunno
like omt, and i did it like nothing happened! *screams*
then qns 6,
aiya i suck at fractions,
but i am betting my hopes on it!
and last qns wth.
i suck too, dunno how to do the last part.


siannnn!
see!
i think i am gonna fail E maths
with my poor skills, a pass will make me happy liao.
and i scared that i disappoint Mrs Loe siah D:
coz she will be like, " EVERYONE PASSED! except for one...."
haiz........


another depressing part,
19feb, is my common test
which means, when i celebrate for CNY on 12 feb,
i am like celebrating the arrival of common test!
FREAKS!
how to visit in peace man!?
ARGH SO STRESSED UP!
dang dang dang dang dang!!! ):